Something Sturn Me

Its 4th Day of CNY. Surprisingly yesterday while i drove home i saw K my teen good friend. Wow its been so very long i haven't seen her. Surprisingly her new bf is someone i taught could be a nice guy which i went out with once. Hmmm suddenly i felt a weird feeling that i haven't felt before i just don't know what, i tried to talk to my bf but he just won't understand or listen to me so i call someone else. After discribing the story i felt better. This morning i took a point to go and met her, Since its been so long. But to what i predict she wasn't home and i took her number and make a point to call .... guess what? she is in his house. ONE month she told me they started the relationship and i felt its better i don't tell her i know him. Probably after my date with this guy on Christmas, they started... so geli suddenly i felt, this guy whatever he said just not true, and infact i felt he so fake, with their progress, one month relationship already start to stay in that guy's house. The way i felt this guy don't know how to respect a gal, i not surprise also my friend didn't change.... she can be simply one. Hmmm sad a little bit, i guess its no big deal as its 20th Century and guys and gals found themself in bed so normal lah. I'm just being conventional don't u think so?

Anyway... what i felt last nite was true, and it stund me. i don't know how to discribe just can wish them all the best with their relationship and future marriage. Hmmm hope what he say and do is true... rather. but still i felt very geli with my 6th senses... hope God will help me control them.

what in deed scary...

New Year Come with New Resolution!

Happy New Year everyone :)
2009 started Great Despite some hiccup but life is great isn't it coz we get to live another day, thanks to God's blessing of life :)
This year i wanted to be more motivated and take more interest in my life. I felt i so neglected myself, what my interest, what my liking, what i plan to do never ever done i wanted to do now. This year :P first started with my Career. Its the most priority for me. The goal is to know what is my destiny in this company :) if knowing it doesn't help me to grow i think i am open with other option. health wise, i really have to sleep early. Friend wise have to spend like some time for 1 person a week at least, family wise to help in all was, church wise to serve unquestionably and whole heartedly. Love wise same, i really need to know where it leads my relationship, waiting is just waste of time. For things to change i really have to change first.

;) Hope all of you have a great 2009 year.