Whatever Happends - Have to be Happy!!

" If you have something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for, every day becomes a celebration"

Hmmm... how true is that????? Hmmm last week Friday my best friend Sis lost her dog. Its so sad. realising i am not good in talking and my phone don't have a sen credit, i didn't call though i felt i should. I too feel really really sad about this. Hmmm coz the last time i saw ah Gal was last week. I am happy i make that journey up another side of the island to see her. Coz i believe no matter what happen if someone dear is gone u do whatever also not a use coz the person won't be able to know or feel anymore. Hmmm how true rite? so I always be in my best effort to do things for others if i can. Don't care they like me or not, i still want to do something :)

Is it wrong to say out something u don't like?? i am a little bit low today. I feel hurt when i tell him i don't like the way a person treat him. and he just turn and snap on me... WAH... i was a little freak off and down coz he say i fan, a zi a cho... bla bla bla... wow.... u know me lah next thingy... all floaded dee... dont want to listen more... say good bye and hangup and hold my boster tied and sleep with streamy eyes :~ lousy hooh... eventually slept ... then wake up in the morning still not feeling good... put up a nice make up... still not feeling good.. but isn't it good to have mom beside ?? my mom make me breakfast :P sweet... i feeling so lousy yet i still called to wake him. he didn't return my call. so i just let it be.

I especially hate gals when they breakup with their ex, still ask them to do this and that, knowing the other person will do it for them. I hate it more when the guy entertaining them. wah I don't like also cannot one meh, just my liking? If that guy tell me... actually i hate her but in other hand do things so much for her. i will get confused coz to me u either like someone or don't like them. Hmmm if the guy tell me (u know me and my ex still good friends, than i in other hand treat her more closely as a friend coz she is also my darling's friend )

so confused and hurt lah being snap at. Not that i condemn him or anything. some more he want to compare to me going to see galgal ... if i didn't see galgal before she past away i will really feel regret for the rest of my life loh. At least in my mind there is always the living, fatt lan cha gal gal :) ......... some more said i make him angry... say i crazy... wah the tears drop like no body business.... hai... don't care lah. take some air and relax... have to be happy ...