After a heart breaking session i didn't realised He just wanted to clear up that "Taking care" and "feeding a wife" is different. Hmmm so confused. But well this time he didn't ignored me things just cool down just like that.. surprisingly. he wanted me to sit down with him and draft out what is each of us expectation. Hmmm But this weekend we didn't have time. So many things just come in places.
This morning we 4 people go for breakfast and he ask my mom and dad about wanting to marry me and asked their permission.. I can't imagine both of them looked at me and trow back the ball toward me. I am puzzle and just smile. Dad said if you can take care of My daughter and its ok with my daughter then ok ooh... But when in the everning dad and mom ask why didn't i tell them that he going to ask them?? Hmmm i puzzle. I really don't know. Again dad said its ur choice. Mom said this is your choice. As if they don't want to be responsible of me at all if i make the choice. Mmm doesn't this big decision which i already struggle through last yr settled?? Why they still push this to me like that? Doesn't it matter to them at all who i marry?? where will i be? who i will end up with??
Hmmm... i see my friend's parent trying to patch her with some good family guy... which she think that this guy can take care of her daughter and try to patch them. Well and if things work out parent all happy. Children happy. Hmmm things not work out the circle goes again. As for my parent, there wasn't happy about any one guy being with me. But of all due to he is SDA too they don't quite say much. Of course they did worry about his career, health, education and financial. But still didn't really reject us. Hmm I am feeling little bit lost.
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