Today. i wake up raining... just like what my heart is feeling... so i choosen my gray dress to match my gloom. I feel like souless some how... those hurtful words kept rewinding in my head...
As i stare outside my office... the dark cloud just flow off... and thanks God for a friend's joke and some advise on prayer... see he even draft a prayer for me ...
"Lord, please show me how to find the time to store your commands within my mind. As I turn my ear to Your wisdom, help me to apply my heart to doing things YOUR way. I know you are the giver of wisdom; help me to hear what you want me to learn even if I don't always understand Your ways, or why you allow certain things to happen in my life. I want to trust you with my whole heart. Please help me. I know that as I trust in You, You have promised me that You will make my paths straight. Thank You. Amen"
and he told me what a marriage life should be and bla bla.. funny hooh.. his not married and he tell me this. Compare it 1 yr ago his not like that at all. But as usual as he does he will always give me his philosopher type of encouragement haha. Thanks pal. Well the after marriage thingy is really funny hehe. :)
I even have a session with my boss, wow.. which is encouraging and touch.
i am still feeling really down. it will take longer to patch this heart of mine this time. i hope someone can understand.
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hmmm....dont worry too much...whatever come will whatever go....^^
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