a little sunshine, a little freedom and some flowers make a great day :)

I pic this photo from one of the flickr people. Its really beautiful. Hmmm ... i felt even a 2 weeks life insect, God cloth them most beautifully each with their distinct beauty... and i am sure, though i suffer along in life i have my times of enjoyment, happiness, love, problems, constraint and loose of freedom, being condem and so fort... Hmmm what inspire me most was Jesus's Love for me and wanting to follow his footstep was most difficult one.

I realised in life u can't please everyone. Hmmm but you still own ur self ur own preference. But what life gift you and others things is just another side of life... I ponder, feeling little bit upset ... again and again... i been facing big things that i am so scared to make the decision coz it means once i have decided i have to live with it for the rest of mylife. its tough u know... But all i need is some time, some gentle encouragement and words, some patience as i am really slow in decision making, and lots of support as i am a emotional soul. Hmm again again.. all i get from him was "Sorry i can't change", "I am bored about this topic i have more important things to look into" hmmm sad lah. Sometimes i wish he can at least respect some of my preference as most of the time i have respect his decision.

Sometimes wish to just drop everything and just go travel. See the world. Going with who and do what just don't care. (ofcourse no elegal and no hurting any party lah) .... so confused some times.

please God give me this little freedom to drop everything in times, and some flowers to brighten my days ;)